Saturday, April 29, 2017

The Ladder in the Sand: A Fredrick Adventure

Fredrick walked across the sandy ground through the darkness of the midsummer night. He loved to spend time in the desert. He liked the peace and quiet and he loved the stars. He lived in the city with his mom and dad. It was always noisy in the city and for some reason, the stars just didn't seem to come out very much in the city. When he visited his grandpa in the desert, the stars came out in full force. 

Fredrick always waited until everyone went to sleep and then he sneaked out of the house to look at the beautiful night sky. He stood there in awe every time. It was always just as amazing to him as the last time. The stars were everywhere. At first glance, the stars looked like they were spread across the night sky evenly but after staring for a while, Fredrick noticed that they were actually clustered. He turned in a circle as he stared at the canvass of beauty over his head. Suddenly he tripped over something and fell.

He turned around on his hands and knees looking for what had tripped him. The moon illuminated the ground just enough for him to see a piece of wood about a foot and a half long. He reached out and touched it and was surprised to find that is was smooth and round. He grabbed a hold of it and tried to pick it up but was surprised to see it attached to two other pieces of wood, one on each end running perpendicular to the first piece. As he continued to pull, another horizontal piece of wood appeared from beneath the sandy desert floor.

“Why, it's a ladder,” the young man remarked to himself. “How long is this thing?”

It turned out to be quite long indeed. The young man pulled the ladder out of the sandy desert floor for several minutes until it stopped. Fredrick gave it one final tug and came to the conclusion that he had the entire ladder before him...and above him. He looked up into the night sky, his eyes following the ladder to his favorite star. 

“That's strange,” He mused in confusion. “It almost looks like this ladder ends at that star.”

That particular star was his favorite because when he stared at it, it almost seemed to move towards him to the point where he was certain he could reach out and hold it in his hands. He never really tried because that would be silly. 

“Just as silly as a ladder in the middle of the desert sanding up by itself?” Fredrick questioned.

He stood for a moment, considering his options. Finally, placing one hand on the rung at eye level and the other and on the next rung up, he began the long climb to the top. He didn't look down as he climbed, not because he was afraid to, but because there was so much more to look at. Even though, he knew it was impossible, it seemed to the young man that he was passing stars and constellations as he climbed. 

He expected to get tired far before he reached the end of the ladder but the climbing seemed to get easier as he went. He continued to climb until he was standing with both hands on the very top rung. He saw his favorite star right in front of his face. The star had never felt closer than it did at that moment. Despite his better judgment, he reached forward to touch his star knowing that he surely wouldn't be able to. But he did! His hand grasped the star with surprising ease. His finger tips tingled as they closed around the star and his heart rate increased slightly with anticipation. The star was warm and smooth against the palm of his hand. He tried to pull it towards him but it wouldn't move. He twisted the star in the the night sky until he heard a click. He let go of the star, nervous of what the sound meant. 

The star began to slowly move away from him. Startled by this fact, Fredrick scrambled up the last couple rungs and stood precariously on the last rung as he stretched his arm out towards the star. Suddenly he lost his balance and pitched forward from his perch. He screamed as he fell to what he was certain would be death. His scream was cut short, extremely short, by his landing on a cool flat surface at the same level as the top rung of the ladder. 

He fanned his arms out in front of him as he felt the smooth surface beneath his palms. Fredrick rolled over onto his back and sat up. His feet hung over the threshold of the sky high doorway as his toes brushed the top rung of the ladder. He took a few deep breaths as the pounding in his chest receded. He laid there confused for a few moments. What was he laying on? Why had the star moved? Shouldn't he have fallen to the ground and died? Maybe he had. Maybe he was just dreaming.

His thoughts were interrupted by a kind and slender face moving into his peripherals. The face wore old fashioned round-lens spectacles and was clean shaven. 

“Why hello there,” the face greeted the prone pre-teen. “How do you do?”

“Um...” Fredrick began. “I'm not sure.”

Fredrick shifted his gaze from side to side and discovered that there was a body attached to the inquisitive head. He sat up and pivoted on his seat towards the kind stranger. The man was tall and slender. His is arms appeared to be slightly long for his body, but not so much as to be unsightly. His hair was combed straight back on his head and brushed the tops of his ears and the back collar of his shirt. It moved and bounced slightly as he walked and occasionally seemed to rise slightly without any movement at all on the part of the head to which it was attached. The man wore a long sleeved shirt that flowed freely across the slender form of the wearer and ended about halfway down the man's thighs (about where his finger tips would be with his arms relaxed at his sides, were his arms not so unusually long.) The cuffs of his pants brushed across his sandal clad feet as he stood before the wide eyed child. His clothing was an array of deep blues and purples that seemed to constantly shift in concentration and orientation before Fredrick's eyes. 

Neither person said anything for a few minutes while Fredrick assessed the person before him. Finally, the man before him reached out and offered his hand. Fredrick turned his head slightly to the left in apprehension but took it anyway. After all, he had already climbed a ladder in the middle of the desert and grabbed a hold of a star against his better judgment. Taking the helpful hand of a kind looking stranger seemed so trivial by this point. The tall stranger pulled Fredrick to his feet and held the young man's hand in a prolonged handshake as he looked deeply into Fredrick's eyes. Normally, this sort of interaction would have made the young man uncomfortable but there was something about the stranger that felt familiar.

“So,” the stranger began. “What brings you here?"
“Um,” Fredrick replied with some uncertainty. “A ladder, I guess.” 

“Yes, I know that,” the stranger responded with a broad smile. “I put that ladder there for you. I was hoping you'd find it.”

“Well, I did,” Fredrick responded with a smile. “Where am I? And who are you? If you don't mind me asking.”

“Not at all, Fredrick,” the stranger replied cordially. “I am the Star Keeper and you my friend, are behind the curtain.” 

With that statement, the Star Keeper swept his arm dramatically around him. Fredrick stood in awe as he took in the sight. He was in a huge room, so huge in fact that he wasn't sure he could see the other side. He looked up and he couldn't see the ceiling either. The lighting in the room was like twilight in summertime and the walls were strangely shaped. The walls were covered in white and yellow spots that shimmered and shined against the dark background of the “Curtain.” At first, Fredrick wasn't sure what he was seeing. After gazing at the walls for a few moments, he began to recognize the shapes of constellations. He realized that the spots were all stars. Something seemed strange about the constellations though. He stared until it hit him. They were all backwards: mirror images in fact, as if he were standing behind them.

After a few moments, Fredrick realized that they weren't alone. All around the perimeter of the room were a host of helpers. These helpers wore one piece coveralls that were colored in the same manner as the clothing of the Star Keeper. Some of these helpers wore harnesses and dangled from an unseen ceiling while others worked off of step ladders. Many of them held cloths and appeared to be polishing the stars. Others held tools. Some of them held what appeared to be thermometers while others held tongs. Some of the bigger ones held sledge hammers. They were all a little shorter than Fredrick but not much. They smiled at him in turn as he caught their eyes but kept working with diligence and efficiency.

“So,” Fredrick ventured. “This is the inside of the sky?”

“In a manner of speaking, yes,” the Star Keeper confirmed. “This is The Star Placement and Maintenance Center. This is where we organize and maintain this night time sky.” He motioned towards the walls. “This is what we refer to as the curtain, or the canvas. I arrange the stars here and you see them from the other side.”

As he spoke, he reached out towards a small workbench and picked up a sphere the size of a softball. He inhaled deeply and then blew on the ball and it began to glow. The Star Keeper walked over to the curtain and stretched out high above Fredrick's head and pressed it into the canvass. The dark material absorbed the ball until only half of it was still showing. He pulled a clean, white cloth out of his pocket and polished the ball until it shined.

“Is that a new star?” Fredrick inquired with a smile. 

“Yes it is, Fredrick,” the Star Keeper replied. “But you'd better take a good look now, because you won't be able to see it from the other side of the curtain.”

“Why not?” Fredrick asked as his brow furrowed with puzzlement.

“That is a time release star,” the Star Keeper answered. “It won't be visible for a couple of thousand years. All the stars that were placed when the world was new were visible right away. Every star I placed after the initial batch however, were time release stars.”

“Why is that?” Fredrick asked. “I mean, why don't the stars show up right away?”

“For century's people have been using the stars as a map so they can navigate around the world,” The Star Keeper explained. “The stars were meant to be a constant guide for people on earth. The last thing I want is for a new addition to confuse them. I know there are a lot of other ways for people to get around these days such as GPS and satellite but there will come a day when humanity will need to rely on the stars again. When that day comes, there will be no cause for confusion. Most of the night sky will be the same as it was before technology made the beauty of the night sky obsolete.”

The Star Keeper smiled at this last statement. He and Fredrick both knew that beauty is never obsolete. Suddenly, a loud crash sounded across the room followed by a noise that sounded like an intense but short lived wind. Startled, Fredrick looked around frantically for the source of the racket. His eyes rested on a sledge wielding coveralled helper who was dangling from a cable. Directly in front of him a large hole in the curtain was slowly closing while another helper on the floor directly beneath the sledge helper was sweeping what appeared to be crushed crystal into a shiny dustpan. Fredrick was startled by this chain of events but no one else was. The helpers carried on with their duties as if everything was completely normal while the Star Keeper gave a crisp nod of approval.

“What...did he just... was that a star?” Fredrick stammered as his curiosity overpowered his confusion.

“Yes,” the Star Keeper confirmed. “Stars sometimes grow over time. Every star has a gravitational force just like your sun or Earth. As the star gets bigger more and more things begin to orbit and some things get sucked into the star. When a star get so big that it threatens the stars around it we remove it from the canvass.”

“What about what you said about keeping the sky constant for navigation and stuff?” Fredrick questioned his kind host.

“You will still be able to see that star for many years,” the Keeper explained. “The ladder you climbed up seems deceivingly short. The fact of the matter is, that star was so far away from Earth that it will take many many years for the last bit of light to reach your atmosphere. By the time it stops shining, the new star I placed will have been shining long enough for the residents of your planet to make adjustments. I would never take away a navigational point without replacing it with a new one.”

“What do you do with the pieces?” Fredrick inquired as the helper with the dustpan dumped his payload down a small chute.

“Have you ever seen a shooting stat?” the Keeper asked with a smile.

Fredrick nodded as the Star Keeper continued.

“Shooting stars are just retired star fragments burning up in the earths atmosphere.”

“So,” Fredrick commented. “Shooting stars are actual stars then.”

“Well,” the Keeper responded with some hesitation. “In a manner of speaking, yes. It's more accurate to say they are star fragments. It's not the crystal that makes the star. It's the light. By the time a star is shooting through the atmosphere, it's not a star anymore. You're seeing something else's light.”

Fredrick nodded thoughtfully as he follow the Keeper over to a small workbench. The workbench had two tiers. The second tier was about a third of the width as the first tier but ran the full length of the workbench. It was covered in purple felt that seemed similar to the curtain but was definitely different in a way that wasn't immediately obvious to the young man. Nestled into the felt of the second tier were a number of crystal spheres varying in size, color, and clarity.

“Are those stars?” Fredrick asked.

“Not yet,” the Keeper responded. “They're only stars when they start to shine.”

Fredrick smiled broadly as he took in the contents of the workbench. There was a small pot on the corner with a clear liquid that was constantly bubbling. There was a rod with a ribbed ball on the end, a pair of strange looking scissors, and a pair of tongs. Other than that the workbench was empty.

“Do you want to see how it's done?” the Keeper asked with a smile.

Fredrick nodded vigorously as Keeper sat down on a stool and reached for the rod. He dipped the rod into the pot and pulled it out. A drip started to form on the end as the Keeper picked up the tongs. He gently grasped the drip and held it in place as more of the liquid flowed into it causing it to grow slowly. The Keeper turned to Fredrick and instructed him to pick up the scissors.

“Now, cut the strand halfway in between the rod and the ball,” He instructed gently.

Fredrick cut the strand and watched as the lower half of the strand fell slowly into the ball. Much to Fredrick's surprise, the upper half of the strand rose back into the clump on the rod. 

“Why did that go back up?” he inquired of his host. 

“The clump of molten crystal on the rod is the same as the ball of crystal in the tongs. That means that it has it's own gravitational pull. The pull of this material isn't as strong as the pull of a fully functional star, of course,” the Keeper responded.

“Because the star is made more of light than of crystal?” Fredrick finished with some apprehension.

“That's right,” the Keeper responded with pride.

Th Keeper held the rod directly over the pot of molten crystal and the clump on the rod was pulled gently back into the pot until the Keeper was left with a perfectly clean tool. He then dropped the ball into his hands and began to gently roll it between his palms, blowing gently as he worked to cool the hot material. After a few moments he turned to Fredrick.

“Hold out you hand, Fredrick,” he spoke gently. “Don't worry. It's safe.”

Fredrick held out his right hand and gasped slightly as the Keeper place the small star in Fredrick's palm. The star was slightly bigger than a shooter marble and was still warm. The surface of the star was completely smooth. Fredrick held it close to his face and stared. It was blue and so clear that the boy could see the wrinkles of his hand on the other side.

“Hold it between your thumb and forefinger,” the Star Keeper commanded gently. “And hold it up to the light.”

Fredrick did as he was told. He gasped as the star filled with what appeared to be a galaxy’s worth of bright dots.

“Whoa!” He exclaimed. “What is that?”

“That is my gift to you,” the Keeper responded, lovingly. “Whenever you are in a place where you can't see my handiwork, you can look at that as a reminder that the stars still shine whether you can see them or not. However, when you are in a place where the night sky is visible, your star will be clear, like it was when you held it in your hand. If you are in a place where you can appreciate the real beauty of the night sky, I don't want you to settle for such a small representation.”

“Thank you so much,” Fredrick whispered ecstatically as he slipped the star into his pajama pocket.

“You're welcome, Fredrick,” the Keeper smiled. “Now, I'm afraid it's time for you to return home. Your grandparents will be waking up in a few hours an will wonder where you have been.”

“Can I come back tomorrow?” Fredrick asked hopefully.

“I'm afraid not,” the Keeper responded. “The doorway into my workshop is only close enough to the earth once a year. You see, I made the ladder here and used some of the molten star crystal as glue. Once a year, the doorway is close enough that the top rung of the ladder rises out of the ground. That's why it was so easy to pull up. Don't worry, I will still be here. You'll know by my handiwork.”

With that, Fredrick stepped on the top rung of the ladder and climbed down until his chin was at the level of the floor. He stood there for a moment as the Star Keeper got down on his hands and knees and place his right hand on the top rung of the ladder.

“Hold on tight,” he said with a broad grin. “You're going for a ride.”

With that, he pushed down with considerable force. The ladder began to retract back into the earth with a speed that startled the young rider. After a few moments, the speed of the ladder began to decrease. The closer Fredrick got to the ground, the more slowly the ladder retracted. Finally, Fredrick's feet touched the sandy ground and he stepped back as the last few feet of ladder slowly disappeared into the earth. Fredrick stood there for a moment, not entirely sure what had happened. He looked up at the sky and saw the handiwork of the Keeper slowly fade into the dawn as the sun peaked over the horizon.

He walked back to his grandparents' home and sat on the sandstone slab that served as the porch step. He drifted off to sleep until his grandfather came out with his morning cup of coffee.

“Freddie,” the older man woke him gently. “What are you doing on the porch? Shouldn't you be in bed?”

Fredrick stretched and answered through a yawn. “I came out to look at the stars last night. I guess I fell asleep. I had a really cool dream... I think.”

Fredrick stood up and walked towards the kitchen. As he stepped across the threshold, he felt something in his pocket. He reached into his pajama pocket and pulled out a what appeared to be a clear, blue marble. He smiled broadly as he held it up to the light.

“You know what?” He whispered to himself. “I don't think I dreamed at all last night.”